Instead of falling into depression, better use this anger as fuel for further battle. You think that as I felt after the 2017 Summer Event. The month of the fight went to waste. And I will never have a chance to rematch. You have. I used the memory of this failure as a motivation for further struggle. (I can not deny that I felt a little bit in this period.) Iowa if it appeared once, another will appear. The later you have the more time to prepare, and the sweeter the moment will be when it appears. You will have a goal to continue playing. We play on their own terms, and we have to adapt or leave. Many people dream about how important it is in this game that they can not manage their own units. For me, this type of game fits because it gives me time to do something different in the meantime. It's perfect.
If you have any problem, you can always ask me. Together we will invent something.