OP here.
I just came back after noticing I have new alerts on my thread.
Thank you Rime for the link, It is a helpful read. Pictures are good too.
Well, if you want to berate me for a being a kuso ttk, go on ahead. The ship I sank callously was Samidare when I was HQ 4- 6. She was the only one red with the others in tip-top condition.
Next to the boss node. It was 1- 2. 4 ships. My destroyers can clear it. I gambled that Samidare could make it since there was so many targets for the boss to choose.
I was dead wrong.
The only one hit from the abyssals struck Samidare. 10 hp.
I saw the water droplet. Then she went under. I just watched and just went "Ah, It is a lie right ? ."
Nope, she is ain't in the dry docks or ship listing. She was gone.
Honestly, I haven't considered playing seriously at that time. I just picked kancolle to see how was it like. It was after Samidare's sinking I only reached for this wikia.