Talk:Fall 2015 Event/@comment-27119040-20151208021654

In a feat of herculean might and luck, I managed three more runs, and three more S ranks this past hour or so, on a healthy resource diet of 0 buckets.

I did not get Pudding.

Nearly a month spent farming ONE ship. And this game didn't even have the courtesy to give her to me.

So, here's what I DID get this event:

- Roma

- That's just it, Roma.

"But, Flan, back up now, you're saying you got a 0.5% chance drop, and you're not happy?!"

Yes. Because it wasn't what I fucking wanted. Roma, yay, nice, she's another battleship. I already have more than enough battleships. I don't want Roma. I don't care about Roma.

No, of course I'm not happy. No, of course I'm not satisfied. Out of all the at least a hundred drops I got this event, nothing. Just Roma. Just... Roma.

I don't care if she's turbo efficient, or super powerful, I don't care if she repairs instantly and for free every single time, I don't care if her maximum level is 999 and she can equip 69cm guns on all slots for bonus accuracy, I wanted Prinz Eugen. Quite literally the only ship I've wanted in Kancolle... ever.

Once again. I don't care how powerful Prinz is. I don't even really care about her equipment. I just want her. And instead, RNG spat in my face, and gave me a punch in the gut. Thanks, RNG.

Does this mean I'm done with Kancolle? No. But it sure as hell means I'm not happy. I don't even know if I'll be playing again for a few weeks. I'm just so burnt out, and with nothing to show for it. NOTHING to show for it. I poured everything of the little I had, I scrounged up more resources in a few days than what I started with, and all I have is an Italian battleship, the remodel of which requires a blueprint...

Am I happy with what I accomplished during my first event? No, not really. No, because I think I could have done better. No, because if I am ever content with what I have accomplished, how am I going to drive myself forwards?

So, I end this rant on a note of relentless and yet determined fury. Fuck this game, but I'm not gonna let myself be beat. I will get Prinz. And then I'll marry her. And then maybe Bismarck, the MVP of the event for me. As soon as I gave her the first position in fleet two, I never ceased to get an S rank on E4M. If I hadn't already promised my first ring to Prinz, it would be her that was getting it.

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tl;dr my face is melonbread now because I slept on my keyboard