Talk:General Discussion/@comment-24945625-20140909194730

I really have something extreme to say, and I hope at least some would understand my feelings and give me some advice... here we go

I have been greatly discouraged by this passed summer event, so much that I have long stopped playing kancolle a week before the event ended. What happened was that I could not even get through the second map of the 6 maps, and I think my preparation was undoubtedly sufficient. I have analyzed the data provided here before making a proper fleet and I have used the proper equip as told by the statistics, yet I still was not able to get through the second map with at least 20+ battles, burning through all those resources I have saved since before the event started. I had a lvl78 HQ and whatever else that I do not even want to even mention or recall now, I was VERY disappointed by this game that I just had to quit and curse it so much afterwards. I realized something through this ridiculously retarded painful incident. I hate this game system REALLY bad. This is my conclusion, "Even if a player prepares his fleet and everything else so well that there is no doubt a victory is guarenteed under any circumstance, a decision made by the game system overrules EVERYTHING and ANYTHING, i.e. IF THE SYSTEM WANTS YOU TO FAIL, THEN YOU WILL CERTAINLY FAIL NO MATTER WHAT" I have realized that every player is literally under the control of the game system, during happy times or sad times... happiness one receives from this game is just nothing but illusions... If something awesome happens and you are happy, that's because the system makes happen. But, what happened to me was the result of this game system being so unfair and unreasonable... that I realized I have been manipulated by the game system all along. Upon realizing this, I tell myself any more effort invested into this game will be futile and useless, because the system makes all final calls for what would happen and not the player myself. I know, after withdrawing my hands from this game during this past event, that I cannot understand exactly why I should wait for another time for this kusoge to disappoint me again by continue to play this kusoge. I went through 20+ attempts in E2, each try had my 100% attention and hope and effort, along with burning through 20k of each resource, but still could not finish even the second map. I fell into absolute despair and was very upset with the game. I said I realized that I should not continue to play this game, but some parts of me is still uncertain, because I do like seeing my kawaii Mucchan on the screen after all, sigh. I want to hear some of your comments, thanks.

ei-kun